Traning Ground

I'm back in Sandakan and I must say problems came flowing all the time I am here. I can still take it for the first few waves but I'm starting to fall for the upcoming waves. This is RIDICULOUS! You can never imagine how hard it is to be a good person. You have to smile when you're happy AND WHEN YOU'RE DAMN FRUSTRATED as well. I'm human too now tell me how the hell I can do that?! I started to feel like having mental disorder when my emotions are being triggered up and down by force. It's not natural and it hurts. I wanted to release anger but how can I do that? There's no way and no one for me to go against.

But if I were to be a straightforward guy, things won't do any better either. People start to boycott and hate me when I show my anger and dislikes. Plans that were meant to be done together couldn't be finished since I would look so scary to everyone. But where do you want me to release the stress inside of me if I cannot show it out? It's just another route to mental clinics if it persists. People tend to think that certain thing is just a small matter when they don't know how much it means to the others. Put yourself at the point of view of others yo! It's not only about you but everyone else! What would you feel when u're being treated the same way? Don't take things for granted when you think you know cause it's not like what you've thought of. I hate people who assumes. It's not a game but a real world in front of you. Make things clear before u act!

But then I started to realise what I've been through is a test set up to make me better. I have the chance to experience a few awful incidents which makes me crazy everytime I think about it. I'm stronger by now from what I've been through. This is a tough mental war and I'm always shivering when problem comes. I just need some moral support from friends around but it's sure to be difficult to find someone who really understands. Typically, no one really understands. I still have to face it alone. Then so be it, since I'm such a weirdo no one would want to understand.

But thank God for arranging such holes for me to trample on. I learn more by getting involve in shits more. How I wish I could be better. Well, time proves it all. Keep it up!

Call Me Jelly

It's been a week after I've recovered from my sickness. Who knows it happened again and this time I'm defecating like a water hose. It felt as if urine in my body had been channeled wrongly into the anus. I started to vomit and fever striked along with a bit of headache. It's another nightmare happening at the wrong time cause I'll be having practical tests in this week. I went to the clinic last night only to realise that yesterday was a public holiday! The clinic was closed and I had to wait until this morning for doctor consultation. I'm taking medicine now and things started to turn out well. But the only worst thing is that, I feel like shitting most of the time.

WATER HOSE!

Today is another ordinary weekend. We went out with Joanne and the others to Bugis since Joanne wanted to buy clothes n stuff. She can never stay long in a shopping area because she will buy more and more and more and MORE! And in the end she'll be thinking over and over about her expenditure. hahahaha. Before we went for shopping, Chu and I walked to the bus station located at The Plaza for our bus tickets to Subang Jaya! We'd finally got it and our trip all the way back to Sandakan is linked now.

We're coming, friends in KL!

Not only did Joanne hunt for stuff in Bugis, I did mine too when we stepped into the G2000 clearance sale! The prices were so jaw-dropping that I couldn't resist laying my hands on it! Finally I bought a black collar shirt with just S$13.00 which actually costs around S$69! I rarely shop recently but the feeling to shop is coming back. hehehe.

Before going home, we bought rice dumplings for supper. They LOOKED so tempting and juicy but there's nothing much inside. Disappointed!

I still miss the Sandakan fully filled rice dumplings more.. =)

You want a recent me?

That's a failed take.

Recent me. =)

My face is getting smooth right?! BWUAHAHAHA! vain.

Spider Webs

My blog was left empty for the past few months. The reason is obvious, I'm lazy. hehe. Many had happened so far and the most significant one is that I've MOVED to another place to stay. I'm now in Holland Avenue, Singapore. It's quite a nice place with a better landlady(the previous one is ridiculous)! But I should behave well so I won't talk much about her stuff. Life is more relax now after all the projects were done. What's left now is only the mid sessional test in end of August. After that I'll be heading to KL meeting friends and finally back to my tree house in Sandakan. It's 6 weeks holiday and I'll surely occupy myself with lots of stuff for such a long break.

Guess what, I'm sick for the last week. Terribly sick. I had high fever up to 39.4 degreecelcius! But I don't understand why the doctor still seemed so calm. Anyways, I'm getting better now with just some running nose. To sum it up, I'm getting even skinnier now. I wonder what my mum will say about me? heh. Till here then. My camera hasn't been flashing for a long time, so sorry for not uploading any photos. =)

Fry His Squid!

Thanks to Kenny Sia.
I finally know how Sandakan looks for the outsiders.
Click to view his blog here
And a BIG DAMN YOU to the tour guide who brought Kenny Sia

to the MOST UNDER-DEVELOPED places in Sandakan. You should have your squid fried If I am your boss.

I will be back in Sandakan in 2 weeks time. I'll be posting places in Sandakan where stupid tour guides won't bring you there. They just have to change their itinerary because it will only prevent Sandakan to evolve into a more advanced town.
Being a Sandakanian makes me proud. And I think Sandakan is truly comparable to any other places.

We just need better tour guides for this wonderful town.

Swine Flu - It's Orange

What is the hottest issue now?

Jangan makan babi!!

Of course it's Swine Flu aka H1N1.
This contagious disease has been spreading all around and people are terrified,
including the UNIQUE Singapore.

The health minister here decided to raise the alert level to Orange, which is one level below the Red. This is my first experience undergoing such condition.

First, the school has set up heat scanner at the school entrance to check for high fever individuals. Students are given lanyard to identify themselves.

I like black. =D

Not only that, every student needs to have their own thermometer for regular checking everyday! The worst part is, almost all thermometers are sold out.
I thought I was lucky cause in the end I bought one for S$10.
But who would ever know that our school is actually selling one for us
at the price of S$3. ARGHHH!

My stupid S$10 thermometer.


Unfortunately, someone is sick right at this moment. It's my good old roomate Chu Ting Feng. nah pray for him pray for him. So we went to Polyclinic in Clementi after school to see the doctor. Guess what did we see there?

The entrance

Once we stepped in, this is the first scene.

Scared the shit out of you right?

It's not an affected area here but they're already on full gear! We were asked to write our names and check for temperature.

They use colour stickers to identify the seriousness of patients.
For example, green as normal, yellow as not so normal and red as absolutely abnormal.

The sick guy got the yellow sticker.

While I got the green, cause I'm not sick.

Chu then walked into the room for doctor consultation. He was requested to wear a mask some more. = =

A picture of him paying his bill.

So people out there, beware of H1N1 even though you're not in the affected areas.
Practise personal hygiene! And of course, let us pray for the affected countries hoping that they will get over it very soon.